I can't deny that i miss you :'(

Well , we're facing problems . There's conclusion between us . And i tried to sort things out . But it seems like it's not working after all . Even though , we argue every now and then , always remember i love you with all my heart . I can't deny that i miss you . Seriously . I'm not a good lover. I mess up, I start fights, I get jealous easily, I’m demanding, and I always get mad. But there are three things I do love about myself: I don’t play, I give my all, and I love deeply. I don't feel the love from you no more . My heart shattered dear . Would you come and fix it back ? :'( No , i don't think so . I could sense that you feel hatred towards me . But why ? I need an explanation . Perhaps , a good one .You don't know how i felt for these few days . I felt as if i'm dead . I may be smiling all day long , but inside , i'm dying . Sometimes , when i'm having lessons , i would daydream thinking of you . I swear . Plus , thinking of this problems , effects my studies . And in class i get tired easily and slept during lessons :( Haish . I'm heartbroken . I didn't received any texts or calls from you . It's been quite a long time though . I understand you . You might be busy as this year is an important year for you cos you're sitting for 'N' levels examination . But that doesn't mean you can't spare some time for me ? :'( Where's the OLD you ? I miss the old you . I'm just hoping that everything will turned back to normal . I'm suffering right now . There's many guys contacting with me , but none of them could put a smile on my face . The only guy is ,you . The moment i heard my phone vibration , i thought it was you who would text me , but it wasn't .It's been more than 2 weeks we didn't met . And it's been days you didn't text . What's happening between us ? Well , i guess we're not meant to be together . Haish .

-: I'm jealous of couples who last long . For e.g , Sha[M]imi . It's already 1year + they've been together . And i'm so jealous please . I'm just a useless trash of shit . Haish . Atiq[A]riffin , it's only 2month nearly 3 . And now , we're not in good terms . Haish . I'm sad please. May Sha[M]imi last forever

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I'm sensitive, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.