I know , every relationships has fight, has faith , has tears , has misunderstanding, has jealousy , has secrets and has unnecessary arguments . Haish . I hope everything gonna be just fine . Maybe not today but eventually . I really hope so :'( Beby , if you could only read my mind , i can assure you that you'll be in tears . I'm trying to save our relationship and not letting it fall apart . But are you doing the same thing ? I hope so . Sometimes i don't get you . Seriously i don't . Your mind is always full of negative thoughts . Why ? Well , the truth might hurt but a lie is more worst y'know . All i want to know is the truth . No more hiding things behind me pls ? I swear it hurts me . It made me feel guilty too . Sometimes when i'm all alone , i think too much . Yes,i do . I guess i'll just have to pray to god and put on hopes . Life is never fair . All humans are imperfect . I bet god gave me a test to see whether i'm strong enough to face all these problems . Life has full of obstacles . I'm just gonna stay strong and be patience :'(