Tomorrow is Hari Raya . Supposingly , all of us shall be excited as tomorrow will be the best day ever .Eventually ,i'm not excited at all . I don't feel like celebrating Hari Raya. I miss atok and nenek . I miss the memories we shared . I miss nenek nagging at me . I miss nenek cookings . I miss atok kissing on my cheeks . Eventhough i may not be your favorite grandchild , but i do still love and care about you . Every second in my life , i will be thinking of nenek and atok .