Saturday, July 24, 2010
To [insertname],I'm really dissapointed with you and your attitude . Getting bad to worst . I guess i've wasted my precious time advicing you time and time . But you wouldn't listened . I'm not like controlling your life . But i'm leading you through the right path . I don't want you to be in the wrong position . You're my closest friend and i care about you and showed my concern towards you . Apparently , you didn't appreaciate at all. You may think at times i don't care about you but you're wrong . I always and forever care about you . But don't you think it's hurtful and frustrated when someone adviced you good things but you wouldn't listened? And you would always deny what i said . You continued doing all your bad habits . And slacked . I'm trying my best to cut down on my slacking . so why don't you follow me ? Choose the right path or you'll regret it one day . Frankly speaking , i hate it when you're mixing with the wrong company . Bcos they're the one who influenced you . And bcos of them you're like this . I understand your problems . seriously . You smoked bcos you're stress and having family problems . But can't you find other ways to get rid of your stressness? why must you choose smoking ? It doesn't help you anyway . For god sake , stop all your bad habits . U told me once or maybe million times that you wanted to changed your attitude and be a goodgirl . But the words you told me weren't true and you don't meant it at all huh ? I know it takes time to changed . same goes to me . But i'm putting effort . Why can't you ? *sigh . Pleasee , try your very best caann ? (:
And oh , i felt like as if you don't treat me as your bestfr/closest friend . Never and wouldn't want to treat me one . I don't get you at all .Please lah , don't you remember what i did to you ? I helped you alot.When you went home late , your mum would always call me and asked about you and lots of questions . And bcos of you , i lied to her .And gave many excuses . And bcos of you , i'm always in trouble and i felt guilty . *sigh* I don't know whether i should regret whatever good deeds i've done to you . Sometimes i regreted sometimes not . But you, don't appreaciate at all .Eh , if you got problems you think N*** helped you ? Is her or me who helped you ? o.0 And now , you're more closer than her but not me . I'm really dissapointed with you .What's wrong with you ? Am i that bad to be your friend ? Why wouldn't you share your problems with me and the rest ? We can't be trusted huh ? Only N*** is your closest friend ?The moment you've got a problems , you just pretend nothing happened and didn't tell us about it . You think by doing that can settle your problems ? Think wisely lah . I may be harsh , annoying , mean and fierce . But i still have the good side of me . Trust me . I want the best for you and my friends . I don't like my friends to be in a bad situation . Friends helps each other. Am i right ? So please stop your bad habits and start a fresh . Choose the right path and company . Think twice before doing something .
